Hopes and dreams never die!

Remember that and trust in yourself!

I fell in love with online chatting!

And I am so addicted to this girl. Hmm...

"It's sad to see all the ones that I am following & the ones that following me is so damn quite nowadays in Blogspot."

Seems like Blog is a slow dead.

Metallica: Live in Singapore.

Alright, here we go. It has been a year since I have blog. Really, I kind of miss bullshitting in this blog. Well, nothing much is happening in my life while I am here in Singapore. Working all day & night long. Err....can we not talk about my work?!

Okay, here is the fun part. On 24th of August, history has made here in Singapore. METALLICA: LIVE IN SINGAPORE, metalheads!! And I went there!

It was my first ever Rock concert I've been to & I have never ever imagine that I can actually seeing Metallica live in person. It was a fun night for me. But for the first 3 songs, it was VIOLENT!! Once Lars Ulrich (founder & drummer) took the stage, all the headbangers gone gaga & pushed and shoved themselves to the front for a better view. I was standing in the front row & I got pushed around like I am a piece of wood standing in their way. For the first 30 seconds of the show, you can see so many peoples (female especially) being carried put of the venue because they were scared & passed out...skip..skip...skip...after the 4th song, everything is okay-er.

Mr James Hetfield & Mr Kirk Hammett, motherfuckers!!

I definitely enjoyed the night, and I am sure everyone else did. They sounded as heavy as they always are. And that was the night I had the most fun, scream the loudest, jump the highest & banging my head the hardest.

The 'Tallica Family! \m/

When you trying not to drink coffee for 2 days.

Level of Caffeine: Low

Level of concentration: Low

Level of depression: High

Level of anger: Extremely high

Maybe this is how girls feel when they are in difficult time.

Happy family having fun.

What should I do with this blog?

Since after I have went to Singapore, I have lost the inspiration & interest to blog. I think it is all because of lack of time to do so. And until now, I am still looking for the "mood" to blog. 

So, it is better for me to say that I will put this blog into a hold until next time, whenever I have the inspiration to write a post again. 

That's it for now. One last post for now until next time. 

Happy 29th of February, anyway! =)

So, it is confirm that Monday will be my last day in Bayang

And tell you the truth, I just can't stand the front house's staffs anymore. 

I cannot wait to get the fuck out of there!!!

"I had the most unforgettable New Year ever!"

Unable to go home after work because everyone is fighting for the taxis, have to walked for 2 hours just to hope there was a slim chance that we can stop a taxi, super tired, nose-bleed & blah blah blah after. But anyway...

Ohh la la, ohh la la~~

"Happy MMXII New Year, everyone!! =)"

And believe it or not, next week is my last week of my On-The-Job training. Time flies so damn fast...

I just want to go home now!!

Merry Merry Christmas, mankind!!!

Everyone is so happy with their holidays! 

And me, working like a dog! *woof woof*

"Miscommunication"

This funny conversation happened on last Saturday between me, the dishwasher (a Sabahan) & the female waitress (a Filipino). 


Waitress: "Is Sabah a nice place?"


Me: "Yes, of course! We are the most beautiful state of whole Malaysia."


Waitress: "Really? What do you have in Sabah?"


Dishwasher: "Many. We have coffee, tea, cocoa, and many more!"


Waitress: "Wow, you have beach there?"


Dishwasher: "Of course lah! Everywhere have bitch bah!"


Me: "*laughing* Ya, and motherfuckers too!"


Dishwasher: "What else you want to know?"


Waitress: "*continue on setting up table without saying a word*"

"Young, alone, hungry & broke!"

I have been being in a dilemma mode for quite a long time now, since I was here in Singapore. So many things happened & happening and I couldn't make up a clear mind about my future here. 

I'd always wanted to have my practical in Singapore. Once I get it, I was in ecstasy. Dream came true for me! But when I was first here, I realised that Singapore is not the place where my heart should be. Home is the place. I miss home a lot!! 

And before this, I planned to continue on working in this restaurant where I am having my practical at now, even though I don't really enjoy the cooking style of this cuisine, but for experience. Problem that is, the business in this restaurant is so unstable. The business dropped so drastically & most of the time, this restaurant is empty. Only once in awhile the restaurant will be full house. I don't want to work in a empty restaurant for the next 2 years.

Have to use these 3 months to think of what I should do next. 

One thing I hate...

I become lazy when I didn't blog for quite some time. 

But whatever it is, I am so fine here in Singapore. Even though the life in Singapore is hard & stressful, but I've adapted the environment & the culture here.

I just can't wait to go home...

I once asked my chef, "Why we only have Ladies' Night, but no Men's Night?". My chef answered me, "Because men have money!"

 I laughed.

Have I tell you that I am in Singapore now?

And the internet here is slooooow!!

"Something should be proud of"

I got a job in Singapore. And I'm leaving on NEXT THURSDAY!!! I have to say, I'm totally not ready yet. It happens too sudden. I'm still in shock now & kind of stress-out. I have to do this, do that, meet all my friends, inform them, and blah blah blah in these 7 days time. Will be crazy!


This job is not my choice. I am randomly place. I sent my resume to Singapore & this company wants my hands to help. Although this is not my choice or my favourite cuisine to cook, but I appreciate it much! I will work my heart & learn whatever I can.


Time has never really was my enemy since I finished my studies but now, it is my biggest & worst enemy!! I'm kind of freaking out now like I don't know what to do. It just happens too sudden!!

I got so many thing to do in so little time!

"This is what happen from 2008 - 2011"

2008
Friendster: Woo-Hoo!!!! Best social network EVER!!!
Facebook: Um...how to use this shit?
Blogger: Okay...I will blog! What the fuck should I blog?


2009
Friendster: Where's everyone? To Facebook?!
Facebook: Alright, this is fun!
Blogger: I GAVE UP!!!!
Twitter: What the fuck is that?


2010
Friendster: Fuck you, Friendster! I moving on to Facebook!! You are toasted!!!
Facebook: OMFG!!!!!! This is the most addicting & best social network EVER!!!
Blogger: Hey...I can bullshit all of my shitty & awesome life's story here!!
Twitter: I will never get my hands on this social network! NEVER!!!


2011
Facebook: It helps me to reunite with all of my friends & faraway family members.
Blogger: Still bullshitting everything here!! Post all of my awesome life's story!!
Twitter: Shit!!! I started late!! This is the best motherfucking social network EVER!!!!!! It is a combination of Facebook & Blogger. You can update you daily life & bulshitting in the same time!!!!!!! THIS IS ADDICTING!!!! Going to tweet about this!

"How do you handle adults that acted like a kid, mentally & emotionally?"

Last month, when I was having a dinner, someone I know came to me. An adult.




Mr. A: Eh...a chef, huh? When you want to cook steak for me ah?


Me: Steak? I never cook steak, not even for myself nor my family.


Mr. A: Then you cook lah, I eat!


Me: I try *walk away while giving him a WTF look*




Few days later, his wife calls




Mrs. A: Eh...that day did my A ask you to cook him steak?


Me: Yes, why?

Mrs. A: He don't like how you answer him!


Me: Okay...*so what?*


Woman: You don't need to be so disrespectful! You think you are a chef now & you can be so cocky? My A is mad & he don't like it!


Me: Really? Oh well, tell your man to FUCK OFF & FUCK YOU TOO!!!!! 

That is how I handle adults that acted like a kid, mentally & emotionally! 

"Never pissed-off on someone because of their success. Pissed-off on yourself because of your own failure"