Saturday, 19 February 2011

"In a relationship, good men will always wrong!"

   One mistake can ruin your reputation & your life!

Be better & wiser man, good men!

Wednesday, 16 February 2011

"If being romantic is a sin, I am sure, I will end-up in Hell!"

"Words for today!"

And how can you mend a broken heart?
How can you stop the rain from falling down?
How can you stop the sun from shining?
What makes the world go round?

How can you mend a this broken man?
How can a loser ever win?
Please help me mend my broken heart and let me live again.

Tuesday, 15 February 2011

"Money can buy happiness but not love!"

Today, I went out with my Kembar & our other friend, Ainah. Ainah's story is almost similar to mine but the difference is, mine was only months, hers was years. 

So, we met at Secret Recipe Warisan Square around 12.00. We had our lunch. I ordered Spaghetti with Beef Meatballs and my Kembar & Ainah ordered Prawn Mac & Cheese. And we concluded our meal with 2 slices of Mango Delight Cake. Bill paid: RM 77.70.

Totally recommended to Beef Meatballs lover!

Then after we finished our lunch, we went to my Kembar's brother's salon, Razak Sindu Studio, at 1st floor, Warisan Square. Me & Ainah have our haircut. Bill paid: RM 15 (Wash-cut-wash)

Super like of my new-haircut. Idea by my Kembar.

After the haircut, Ainah have to go home. So, left me & my Kembar. We went to Centre Point to roam around. Then we were looking for some place where we can sit down & chit-chatting, so, we went to Secret Recipe again..only this time was at Centre Point. We had our evening tea there. And I saw my ex-high school friend, Azel. He is working there. Me & my Kembar ordered Shepard's Pie and Black Pepper Lamb Pie. The Shepard's Pie was just okay for me but the Lamb Pie was a hit! Super delicious for me!! And I am definitely eating it again soon. After we finish eating, we chit-chatting like there's no tomorrow. Bill paid: RM 19.70.

And before I'm going home, we went to Daiso, and I bought a stainless steel cake decorator cum mirror. Bill paid: RM 5. And I went Body Shop too to find a good lip balm for me. I bought this Lip Protector/Moisturiser, good for dry & crack lip. Bill paid: RM 19.90

I won't buy it if in the other days but today, I just want to spend money, so, I bought it.

So, it is time for me to go home. I say goodbye to my Kembar & my parents picked me up to have dinner together before we went home. 

The total expenses for today: RM 137.30. And what did I get for spending all of this money? 

Happiness, of course!

"Happy Birthday to one of the greatest men I know through my self-Islamic studies, The Prophet Muhammad"

He was born in The Year of Elephant. And now is The Year of Rabbit, so, what is his age now?
(Dude, there's no elephant in Chinese calender!)

"Based on what I've been told, I am a Casanova Chef!"


Sunday, 13 February 2011


A treat of a lifetime or human's hunger gone too far?

I ever studied cannibalism by myself back in many years ago. I read most of the information from the net & used to have tons of pictures of cannibalism as my studies. One thing I will never understand, do human meat really taste that good or the hunger of blood of human just gone too far?

I am sorry if my post freak you out. I ain't crazy yet!

Wednesday, 9 February 2011

Sunday, 6 February 2011

"Things that I will do during CNY"

OK...after busy of celebrating CNY, now, let me share with you what I usually do during CNY. 

Things that I do
1. I won't wash my hair from the first day to third day of CNY. I will only wash it during the fourth day. The older generation of Chinese said, "Washing your hair during these 3 days mean you will wash away your lucks for the rest of the year!". Oh yes! This is a super-superstitious tradition & belief but it's CNY, yo! I just want to get into the spirit.

2. I will bleed during the first day of CNY. Some people says, bleeding during the first day of CNY is a bad thing but seems like I will cut myself almost every first day of CNY. So, I don't care!

3. Wake up early in the morning of first day of CNY & eat rice with vegetarian dish as my breakfast. Being vegetarian during the first day of CNY means you giving your bless to the living things around you & the one that you have already eaten before. 

4. Receive red packet. IT'S A MUST!!!

5. Organise a CNY lunch at my house for the invited guests only. This is the only day that my mother-side grandma will come to my house. She never want to leave her house expect for this day. 

6. Cook for the CNY lunch. 

7. Curse at my neighbours that playing firecrackers. HAHAHAHAHA.

And those are what I roughly do during CNY. And this year is kind of special. I made a simple resolution. I never ever make a resolution for any new year before. Tell you the truth;I don't really know what New Year resolution means until I've searched for the meaning. I just know during this year actually.

My resolution
1. Finish my Diploma, which estimated will be ended at the end of this year if everything is going smoothly.

2. Going for OJT at some big hotel. The best, out of Sabah. Muahahaha. I ever told my mum for my wish. She said, " want to leave mum behind? Mummy doesn't like it, you know? You already make me cried enough when you went to PLKN, and now, you want to leave me again?". 
Oh mum!!

3. Find back my Dusun ancestor. I am a lost Dusun!

4. Get inked.

5. Fat down, muscle up.

6. Take a driving license.

7. Stay fit, stay healthy & stay happy. 

And of course some other more that either I'm still thinking or I just want to keep it as a secret. But these are the 7 things that I will put on priority. And about the No. 4, don't get me wrong. I see ink as art, not as a symbol of power & bad-personality. If I really can do it, I will get my family name inked. But getting inked is so damn expensive & you only have one go. After the ink injected, it forever there. A careful consideration needed.

So, wish me luck for achieve my resolution, expect for the fourth one. It just a plan, not a MUST.

Saturday, 5 February 2011

"My Sabah accent is thicker than my own blood!"

Vermillion, Pt. 2 - Slipknot

Metal are not all about deaths, politics, wars, drugs & sex. Metal-head are human too. We have feeling too. We feel love, pain, happy, sad, just like you. So, stop bullshitting about Metal. 

Let the music unite us!

The Video

The Words
She seemed dressed in all of me
Stretched across my shame,
All the torment and the pain
Leaked through and covered me.

I'd do anything to have her to myself,
Just to have her for myself.

Now I don't know what to do,
I don't know what to do
When she makes me sad.

She is everything to me,
The unrequited dream,
The song that no one sings,
The unattainable.
She's a myth that I have to believe in,
All I need to make it real is one more reason.

I don't know what to do,
I don't know what to do when she makes me sad.

But I won't let this build up inside of me.
I won't let this build up inside of me.
I won't let this build up inside of me.
I won't let this build up inside of me.

A catch in my throat, choke,
Torn into pieces, I won't. No.

I don't want to be this but
I won't let this build up inside of me (won't let this build up inside of me) x4

She isn't real.
I can't make her real.
She isn't real.
I can't make her real. 

I've been cooking like no-life since last Wednesday for our CNY lunch on Friday. Every dish was nice, tasty & presentable. Everyone was happy & bloated with my food when they left. However, there's one thing definitely ruins my beautiful day.